And yet, on the horizon is something big– something God-sized that is going on, but I’m not quite sure what it all means yet.? Let’s just say that I see the hand of the Lord on my family again, and that He is already at work preparing something for us to do.

How do I know it’s Him?? Part of it is intuition– the intuition that told me to return to my hometown, to join this current church at this time, and that told me who to marry.? Part of it is circumstance– I couldn’t begin to detail all that I’ve seen and that I’m seeing at work.? Maybe as it comes closer to fulfillment I can talk about all the marvelous ways I’m seeing Him at work.

And lastly, part of it is because He’s answering our prayers.? We long to be part of something that we can point to and say “that was not me, that was God.”? “That was not of me or my church’s strength, that was of God’s strength.”

And of course, I believe He’s trying to use me here on the web as well— though I’m sure that He’s shaking His head sometimes at what I choose to write, post, and how I respond in comments!? But praise be to Him that He loves me and is choosing to use me.

It’s easy, while you’re caught up in the day to day activities of life to miss God’s plan, to lose site of Him and to start focusing on yourself.? Each and every day I get up to do basically the same thing, with little variety, attempting to take comfort in the knowledge that God works even in the mundane, and yet the Holy Spirit has been at work in my heart to want more.

How do I know it’s Him?? Because God always comes first.? This is one of the first truths that I came face to face with in my devotional study.? We want more of God because He is at work in our hearts.

I say this because I believe that God is currently working a plan out that I have yet to see the end of– but I know it’s Him.

To understand my walk with God, you have to look back over my life, and so– as boring as it will probably be, I want to take some time of reflection, time to show you God at work, and point the way to where I see God at work right now.